By Mary Ann and James P. Emswiler
- Are you always irritable, annoyed, intolerant or angry these days?
- Do you experience an ongoing sense of numbness or of being isolated from your own self or from others? Do you usually feel that you have no one to talk to about what has happened?
- Since your loved one died, are you highly anxious most of the time about your own death or the death of someone you love? Is it beginning to interfere with your relationships, your ability to concentrate or live as you would like to live?
- Do you feel that you are always and continually preoccupied with your loved one, his or her death or certain aspects of it even though it has been several months since his or her death?
- Do you usually feel restless or in “high gear”? Do you feel the need to be constantly busy… beyond what is normal for you?
- Are you afraid of becoming close to new people for fear of losing again?
- Do you find yourself acting in ways that might prove harmful to you over time: drinking more than you used to; using more prescription or non-prescription drugs; engaging in sexual activity that is unsafe or unwise; driving in an unsafe or reckless manner (beyond what is normal for you); or entertaining serious thoughts about suicide?
- Are you taking on too much responsibility for surviving family members or close friends? (What is too much responsibility? That varies greatly and depends on the situation, but if you are feeling heavily burdened by it, angry or like the situation is “suffocating” you, it might be time to speak with someone.)
- Do your grief reactions continue, over time, to be limited in some way? Are you experiencing only a few of the reactions or emotions that usually come with grief? Are you unable to express your thoughts or feelings about your loved one and his or her death in words or in actions? Do you remember only certain aspects of your loved one or your relationship together, for example only the good parts as opposed to a more complete and balanced view of him or her?
- Is there some aspect of what you are experiencing that makes you wonder about whether you are normal or going crazy? Do you feel stuck in your grief in some way, unable to move on, even though it has been quite some time since your loved one’s death?
Beyond these ten signs, trust your own judgment. If you think that talking to a professional might help, talk to one or more people to see who you are comfortable with. Take advantage of one who seems helpful to you. After all, grief is painful enough without trying to do it all by yourself.
